So Distant...

I just recieved some news that i cannot box for at least 3-4 months... because the tendon in my shoulder is injured. To add in to the joyful occasion of my injured shoulder, i was also told that 3 of my collar bone muscles are pulled and thus the muscle became shorter (aka Weaker).

I use to learn Taekwondo for those who don't know... i also learnt Aikido...
For boxing, i wanted to learn because of the show "The Contender"
This is the first time in my life i found something that i really love... It is a form of release for me... When i feel damn emo' i could always release all my anger at boxing...
When i sms someone... and that person only replies me with 1 -2 words... feeling damn freaking dejected, boxing is always there for me.

I still remembered that day i found out that the girl i liked... is already in love with someone else... i was a monday night when i found it out... Tuesday was boxing training... That monday night, i only slept for 3 hours... when i woke up, i never felt more hopeless and shitty...
That tuesday night... i went for training... The emotional feelings rose up in me... and i let it all go at training... that training, my instructor said to me,
"wah andrew... you're very focus today ah... very good"

I did pad work with him... spar a bit with aaron... did my best... after training was over, it was the best feeling in my life... i left all my fears of rejection and emotional pain at training... i went home a new person...

Now... i have to stop what i love doing for 4 months... it sucks when the challenges of life gets to you and you got no sense of release...
Competition is at the end of the year... i was looking forward to Sept when my holidays came... so that i could lose as much weight and train up... i was super looking forward to training with Alvin (Muay Thai Instructor)
It seems so distant... not being able to train...